WOW, where did the year go?
yups folk, we're finally here, the very last day of 2009.

Many of us can't wait for it to end and many of us can't wait to start fresh for 2010.
The year for me has been a bittersweet journey.

I'm really lost for words..but really, this year, I can say is one of the best and worst years I have experienced and yet somehow, I'm really grateful to be able to go through all those emo phase and shitty things.

I met some of the best friends and I know we have many years of strong friendship to come
I went out more, did more crazy stuff and yes, I have been a lot braver this year.

I'm a lot closer to my siblings than i used to be and i cannot stop harping on this;my wonderful wonderful bunch of friends, love you guys so frigging much.

Of course, there are a few share of regrets and mistakes, but I've learnt tht its part and parcel of growing up and that's wht makes us a better person.

I really dunno what to say anymore. Thank u everyone, thank u for making this year a great one. Good or bad, I'm learning to accept it. And its a lot easier to meet another day when u have accepted stuff(etc etc)

Goodbye 2009, Welcome 2010


Arriverderchi:)

Hello everyone!!
It's been pretty long since i've updated, reason being; i was too lazy and had nothing interesting to blog about. So yeah, the post exam period has been so far so good. Though I think i'm turning into a real slug,waking up at noon almost everyday. Yes, I am a night person, like a really late night person because i got to bed like super super late. There I go babbling.
As i was saying, i wake up at noon, go online for a couple of hours, on msn, facebook, blog hopping:)((though not many of them updated theirs as well)
evening mostly spent by jogging and once, i played basketball:P
Trading dvd's with friends,watching them at night, reading the whole collection of Darren Shan Nick lend me. Yup, I suppose I can keep myself occupied, but i'm gonna be like any other person on a holiday and say "it's so boringggggggggggggggggg"

I never thought I'd actually say this, but I miss school. Not the studying part,no thank you, but the hanging out with friends part being up to no good, walking to Mcdonalds for lunch, going to each others class and yakking for 4 the whole day(yes it has happened before)
On the bright side, I never have to wear uniform anymore! woohoo!

Right after STPM, we bowled:)
Christmas was a very quite affair but the ambiance was good, which I suppose was the magic of christmas itself. Nick and Jiv turned up in the evening and we sat down yakking at the porch for sometime. Yup, that was good.

I think New year's is also gonna be a quite affair. Though Prassana called me to go to Jonker for new year's countdown but considering the fact tht none of my siblings can make it back to Malacca this new Year and how crowded malacca will be, I'l just be a filial child and spend the day with my parents. Mum has insisted that we go to the temple(anual thing we do),but this time both morning and evening because there are some special prayers. Maybe will meet up with the kawans for a movie or something.

January,I will be going to Kl to help my bro and will be there till results out suppose, so yeah, gotta spend some time with friends here coz i doubt I will be back much and all of them are pretty busy themselves too. I am definetely gonna miss them :(

And speaking of NEW YEAR'S, I have not made my resolutions yet. I wanna throughly think through as to what I really want to do, or change or achieve. SO perhaps tommorow I might update my blog again.
oh yes, also, I really wanna go for Neyo's concert, anyone feel like being santa and getting me a ticket? LOL :)
Also, my cousin in India is getting engaged on the 21st of January and I'm convincing my mum to lemme go alone and spend a week in Bombay. She seems okay with it, but let's just hope it will work out:)

toodles ;)

SElamat Pagi!
So one paper down, another 7 to go. I just cannot wait for it to be over!
And i just have to say this, the weather has been so good in Malacca,all cloudy,windy and cold, which perks my mood up to study really:)
Too bright, i'll be very sluggish and erm..feeble?
haha..neways, lucks to all those STPM-ers!


P/s;very random post, for the fun of updating:P

Ola!
Exams on Thursday, with bio paper 2 being the first.
you know, its funny how after dreading about it for such a long time, its all coming to an end.
NO more wearing unifrom, no more waking up before the sun even rises, no more prefectship, no more having recess with friends, no more hanging out during free periods, no more Malacca.
I never thought i'd be saying this, but i'm gonna miss it. A hell lot.
Form 6 was something i never considered to do after SPM and look where i am. its funny how things work at times.
I've been through a lot of shit, but somehow, i'm really glad i have amazing friends to back me up. Lower 6 was difficult. Not because of the new environment, but because of a lot of stuff i had going on then and Vanitha was in KL. Being partners in crime for so long, it was a struggle because i thought i had to go through the whole-make new-friends phase. BUT i was wrong. So many of them were so friendly and I'm glad to have met each and everyone of them. I will be blogging bout this again. A proper one.
Before I end,
I just wanna say that people ought to be more sensetive towards other people's feelings before making a judgement, or passing a comment, or spreading rumours, because it may sound juicy at that point of a time and your having a good laugh about something or someone, but you will never know how it feels until you yourself have felt it.
But then again, some will never learn. Eitherways, believing that "karma's a Bitch" makes me feel so good(and i'm bloody sure i'm not the only one:P).
:):):)

I'm blogging from the public library. Yes, i know i'm suppose to be studying but my mind is freaking saturated.
So, as all of you guys know, exams next week and quite honestly, I'm not ready.
I'm losing focus at the moment which is bad(not now,just not now), thus, im blogging.
When you are staring at the same page for 15 minutes reading the same lines, you gotta admit your mind is simply not absorbing the facts.
Though i have to admit, studying bout blastula formation and gastrulation is indeed intriguing.Its during the placenta formation that I switched off. Ah well, I'll just get Sanjiv to teach me later.
I'm tired, but i cannot tido which is again bad, so i spoke to my cousin in Australia and he suggested breathing exercises. felt so yogaish:). I suppose it helped, so thanks Abi!
Im just very confused at the mo with a lot stuff. I suppose I have to take Thong's and Black's advice with going with the flow:). After STPM, i'm gonna straighten out a lot of things.
On the bright side, I got my hands on Jay Sean's new song!!!! (shuddup Sanjiv:P)
Haha:)

-shob-

SLow Dance


This is a poem
written by a teenager with cancer.



She wants to see how many
people get her poem.



It is quite the poem. Please pass it on.



This
poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a
New York
Hospital



It was sent
by

a medical doctor - Make sure to read what is in the closing statement
AFTER THE POEM.




SLOW DANCE

Have you ever
watched kids

On a merry-go-round?

Or listened to
the rain

Slapping on the ground?

Ever followed a
butterfly's erratic flight?

Or gazed at the sun into the fading
night?

You better slow down.

Don't dance so
fast

Time is short.

The music won't
last



Do you run through each day

On the
fly?

When you ask How are you?

Do you hear the
reply?

When the day is done

Do you lie in your
bed

With the next hundred chores

Running through
your head?

You'd better slow down

Don't dance so
fast

Time is short.

The music won't
last



Ever told your child,

We'll do it
tomorrow?

And in your haste,

Not see his sorrow?

Ever lost touch,

Let a good
friendship die

Cause you never had time

To call and say,'Hi'

You'd better slow down.

Don't dance
so fast.

Time is short.

The music won't
last



When you run so fast to get somewhere

You
miss half the fun of getting there.

When you worry and hurry
through your day,

It is like an unopened gift...

Thrown away.

Life is not a
race

Do take it slower

Hear the
music

Before the song is over.

Happy Diwali Everyone!
Its been a great day indeed..and thanks u so much for all those who came to my house today
!!
I'm emo no more..
love u guys so much..pics on facebook!

Right, i think the exam stress is getting to me d..except,i dont feel anything
Praz says that i might be so stressed that i don't feel the pressure(makes sense)
i can be so paranoid at times, i don't know why, but i am, which makes me go all loony
Emo.emo.emo.emo.emo and more emo


P/S-this post is such a waste of space

well, hopefully tommorrow is a better day

-peace-

Right, everyone's patience has a limit. What's your's?



p/s: a very random thought following a few series of events.Also, my blog need an update.

-adios-

Have u had moments, where its easier to be sad than pretending to be happy?
Moment's you wish people would just get you rather than asking you what's bothering you?


-arriverdechi-

Things get difficult and we catch ourselves sitting and wondering about a million different stuff. More often than not, we fret about the past or brood over the future. Everything comes to a standstill and you just sit there either thinking, or crying, or depressed or angry or even all of this at once. Even the thoughest, strongest people do that and I will call you a bloody liar if you deny that.
I'm sure many of us have lost the number of times we have felt like talking to our family and friends, about how we really feel about certain issues but held our tongues instead. Probably because we believe they wouldn't care, our thoughts and opinions wouldn't matter and nobody would give a damn.
I've learnt that pain is a great teacher. I've learnt that out stupidest mistakes leads us to become a better person. But what Ihave learnt most is that, no matter how bad things get, we cannot lose hope. Because that keeps us alive at moments where we feel nothing seem to be going right. Its hope that mkes us all look forward for a better tomorrow. Its hope that keeps us going. And if I lose hope, Ilose a part of myself, a signicant part of who I am.
Praying helps. To know that even if I'm all alone, I have God to help me through. And I find that feeling extremely peaceful.
Forgive.forget.move on.
seems easier said than done, but its true. When you forgive, you are freed from your anger and when you're freed from your anger, you move on.
So when you fall down, just get right back up. And yes, its gonna hurt and yes its painful, but just get right back up.

-period-

I really love this song, so real
Eminem keeps getting better by the day..

Lately I've been hard to reach, I've been too long on my own
Everybody has a private world, where they can be alone
Are you calling me? Are you trying to get through?
Are you reaching out for me? I'm reaching out for you

I'm just so fucking depressed, I just can't seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump, but I need something to pull me out this dump
I took my bruises, took my lumps, fell down and I got right back up
But I need that spark to get psyched back up, in order for me to pick the mic back up
I don't know how or why or when I ended up in this position I'm in
I'm starting to feel distant again, so I decided just to pick this pen
Up and try to make an attempt to vent but I just can't admit or come to grips
With the fact that I may be done with rap, I need a new outlet
And I know some shit so hard to swallow, but I just can't sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow, but I know one fact: I'll be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow, I'll be one tough act to follow
Here today, gone tomorrow, but you'd have to walk a thousand miles...

In my shoes, just to see, what it's like to be me
I'll be you, let's trade shoes, just to see what it'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine, go inside each other's minds
Just to see what we'd find, look at shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful (Ohhhh)
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you (Sooooo)
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful (Ohhhh)
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you (Sooooo)

I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humour, everything's so tense and gloom, I
Almost feel like I got to check the temperature of the room just as soon as
I walk in, it's like all eyes on me, and so I try to avoid any eye contact
Cause if I do that, then it opens the door for conversation, like I want that
I'm not looking for extra attention, I just wanna be just like you
Blend in with the rest of the room, maybe just point me to the closest restroom
I don't need no fucking man servant, tryna follow me around and wipe my ass
And laugh at every single joke I crack and half of 'em ain't even funny like "Hah!
Marshall you're so funny man you should be a comedian, God damn"
Unfortunately I am, I just hide behind the tears of a clown
So why don't you all sit down, listen to the tale I'm about to tell
Hell, we don't gotta trade our shoes, and you ain't gotta walk no thousand miles...

In my shoes, just to see, what it's like to be me
I'll be you, let's trade shoes, just to see what it'd be like to
[ Eminem Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
Feel your pain, you feel mine, go inside each other's minds
Just to see what we'd find, look at shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful (Ohhhh)
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you (Sooooo)
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful (Ohhhh)
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you (Sooooo)

Nobody asked for life to deal us what these bullshit hands we're dealt
We gotta take these cards ourselves, and flip them, don't expect no help
Now I could of either just sat on my ass and pissed and moaned
Or take this situation in which I'm placed, and get up and get my own
I was never the type of kid to wait by the door and pack his bags
Or sat on the porch and hoped and pray for a dad to show up who never did
I just wanted to fit in, every single place, every school I went
I dreamed of being that cool kid, even if it meant acting stupid
Aunt Edna always told me, "Keep making that face it'll get stuck like that"
Meanwhile I'm just standing there holding my tongue tryna talk like "thissss"
Till I stuck my tongue on that frozen stop sign pole at eight years old
I learned my lesson then, cause I wasn't trying to impress my friends no more
But I already told you my whole life story, not just based on my description
Cause where you see it, from where you're sitting, it's probably a hundred and ten percent different
I guess we would have to walk a mile in each other's shoes at least
What size you wear? I wear tens, let's see if you could fit your feet...

In my shoes, just to see, what it's like to be me
I'll be you, let's trade shoes, just to see what it'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine, go inside each other's minds
Just to see what we'd find, look at shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful (Ohhhh)
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you (Sooooo)
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful (Ohhhh)
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you (Sooooo)

Lately I've been hard to reach, I've been too long on my own (Ohhhh)
Everyone has their private world, where they can be alone (Soooo)
Are you calling me? Are you trying to get through? (Ohhhh)
Are you reaching out for me? I'm reaching out for you (Soooo)

Yeah, to my babies, stay strong. Dad will be home soon. And to the rest of the world, God gave you them shoes, to fit you, so put 'em on and wear em. Be yourself, man. Be proud of who you are. Even if it sounds corny, don't ever let no one tell you, you ain't beautiful.

I know..i know..this is my second post in a day, but this is too good to not post!

WHY ARE INDIANS SO EASY TO IDENTIFY


1. Everything you eat is savored in garlic, onion and tomatoes.

2.. You try and reuse gift wrappers, gift boxes, and of course aluminum foil.

3. You are always standing next to the two largest size suitcases at the Airport.

4. You arrive one or two hours late to a party - and think it's normal.

5. You peel the stamps off letters that the Postal Service missed to stamp.

6. You recycle Wedding Gifts, Birthday Gifts and Anniversary Gifts.

7. You name your children in rhythms (example, Sita & Gita, Ram & Shyam, Kamini & Shamini..)

8. All your children have pet names, which sound nowhere, close to their real names.

9. You take Indian snacks anywhere it says 'No Food Allowed.'

10. You talk for an hour at the front door when leaving someone's house.

11. You load up the family car with as many people as possible.

12. HIGH PRIORITY ***** You use plastic to cover anything new in your house, whether it's the remote control, VCR, carpet or new couch. *****

13. Your parents tell you not to care what your friends think, but they won't let you do certain things because of what the other 'Uncles and Aunties' will think.

14. You buy and display crockery, which is never used, as it is for special occasions, which never happen.

15. You have a vinyl tablecloth on your kitchen table.

16.. You use grocery bags to hold garbage.

17. You keep leftover food in your fridge in as many numbers of bowls as possible.

18. Your kitchen shelf is full of jars, varieties of bowls and plastic utensils (got free with purchase of other stuff)

19. You carry a stash of your own food whenever you travel (and travel means any car ride longer than 15 minutes).

20. You own a rice cooker or a pressure cooker.

21. You fight over who pays the dinner bill.

22. You live with your parents and you are 40 years old. (And they prefer it that way).

23. You don't use measuring cups when cooking.

24. You never learnt how to stand in a queue.

25. You can only travel if there are 5 persons at least to see you off or receive you whether you are traveling by bus, train or plane.

26. If she is NOT your daughter, you always take interest in knowing whose daughter has run with whose son and feel proud to spread it at the velocity of more than the speed of light.

27. You only make long distance calls after 11p.m.

28. If you don't live at home, when your parents call, they ask if you've eaten, even if it's midnight

29. You call an older person you never met before Uncle or Aunty.

30. When your parents meet strangers and talk for a few minutes, you discover you're talking to a distant cousin.

31. Your parents don't realize phone connections to foreign countries have improved in the last two decades, and still scream at the top of their lungs when making foreign calls.

32. You have bed sheets on your sofas so as to keep them from getting dirty.

33. Its embarrassing if you're wedding has less than 600 people.

34. All your Tupperware is stained with food color.

35. You have drinking glasses made of steel.

36. You have mastered the art of bargaining in shopping.

37. You have really enjoyed reading this mail - forward it to as many Indians as possible.

I STILL LOVE TO BE AN INDIAN=)

I'm online in school!
weird actually coz i haven't done it before. let me tell you why, you see, my lappie charger is dead and gone. There's some exposed piecess of wire at the end of it and sparks keep coming out whenever i switch it on. Scary ryte?
I almost thought i was gonna set the house on fire...so i'd better not use it. so no charger, no laptop, cannot go online. Now i have to get a new one :(
So this morning when i came to school, Arif was talking to me bout something online and i told what happen and he was like, owh, u can use mine in school =)
And since i have nothing to do, i mean, there are only like 3 people in my class?
Rashwin has his physics paper to sit for and Jiv is engrossed with his new book, and both Moi and Anila forgot to bring me a storybook!
So here i am now, trying to fill in my canvas.

Oh yes, trials is officially over:) and i'm trying to convince my mum to make a trip to KL this weekend-for the fun of it.
Let's talk about trials-i regret not putting in any effort. I regret now giving myself a chance to push myself. I was quite depressed about it for the whole week of trials, so i had a talk with my brother yesterday.We talked for long and he made me realise so many things.

Key sentence>I have the choice to make the change.

I know this blog post seems vague, but wth ryte?


On a lighter note, Happy Birthday Nick!!(8/9)
The tall, nice, friendly guy with a huge smile and who sings like Archie(U happy nick?)
For the one who never fails to chat with me on msn, For the one who sends me songs and for sharing the same interest really!
All the best Nicky and God bless u!

Its been long since my last serious post..don't get too excited..this post isn't gonna be riveting either:)





Anyhoo..let's talk bout trials..did u guys know that the answers for PA paper one is on facebook..like goshhhhhhh..i'm not checking, i'm pretty sure my objective results isn't gonna be that promising considering the fact that i only read a day before..more like did questions a day before. I hate PA. I really don;t see the point,its redundant. at least to me, never been interedted in politics anyways..So yes, moving on, Bio was like "TAKE A SERRATED KNIFE AND PLUNGE IT INTO MY HEART". I think i made myself quite clear about how i feel bout the paper. I'm counting on paper one to save my ass. :)





So now i'm left with Chemistry and Maths T, which i'm hoping to do well for, lets cross our fingers and hope for the best.





Quite honestly, i don't feel the pressure, and I'm hmmmm, scare that i'm not scared? Is that a good thing?





back in form 5, i used to get freaked out for every damn test, exams..except for english, considering that is my fav subject.(still is k)


I'm not pro in tht language, but i like it. Hei, it is the lingua franca ryte?


Speaking of english, I have grown a liking for reading the dictionary for fun. You should do it too. Atleast i know i'm not the only one, this friend of mine in school taught me a new word





Word: Nosegay


Meaning:A Bunch of


Example: i received a nosegay of flowers from my parents on my birthday





see, u learnt someting new today, unless u knew it ofcourse :)





Besides studying, i have been totally hooked to this story Anila gave me on the computer entitled Fishbones. To make things short, its bout the friendship bout a jewish kid and an Italian kid who comes from a family of Italian mobsters. I can't believed it has been saved in my lap top for so long, and i just started reading it like 2 days ago. its just so real and I like it.





I Have came to a realisation that i like random things. Sometimes its so contradicting,but too lazy to explain:)





so yea, nothing much happened so far, except that one of our kawans turned 18 last wednesday!!


Happy belated bday jiv!


That dude celebrated his bday twice this year and both suprises, lucky brat!


Anyhoo, if ur reading this Jiv, all the best and God Bless u..(U'd better me tearing now :P)

See this cake, look pretty good eh..lets just say it was Jiv's "Birthday Cake"

Haha, smashing cake in ones face never fails to amuse me :)

Right, so its officially out...the STPM timetable..my first paper will be on the 19th of November and last paper's on 9th of Dicember..lets just hope and pray that everything goes excellent!

1. Where did you take your profile pic?
My room

2. What exactly are you wearing right now?
T-shirt and shorts

3. What is your current problem?
i care too much...

4. What makes you happy most?
friends and family

5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
Built to last-Melee

6. Any celeb you would marry?
not exactly..tho i like many:)

7. Name someone/persons with the same birthday as you:
Shah Rukh Khan-i shit u not!

8. Ever sang in front of a large audience?
yesh..several times..

9. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
Yes..they have..

10. Do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddie TV shows?
Tom and Jerry counts?..rarely la..but its good for the soul..:)

11. Do you speak any other languages than English
Yeah-Malay, Malayalam, Tamil, Bit of Hindi,Bit of chinese, one or two words of Punjabi...

12. Has anyone you've been really close passed away?
No..

13. Do you ever watch MTV?
Nope

14. What's something that really annoys you ?
Dishonesty from the people u trust..yes..that annoys me a hell lot

-----------------------------------------------

Chapter 1
1. Middle name:
none

2. Nickname(s):
Shob,shobie,lobie,shobunny,banana,smooshy,so many laaaaaaa

3. Current location:
hall

4. Eye color:
dark brown/black..i'm confused..

------------------------------------------------

Chapter 2
1. Do you get along with your parent(s): ye
ok la..


2.Are your parents married/separated/divorced?:
Married

------------------------------------------------

Chapter 3: Favorites
1. Ice Cream:
chocolate

2. Season:
well..i haven't actually experienced all four seasons to answer this question.

3. Shampoo/conditioner:
sunsilk.. PINK


4. Favorite Thing:
so many..i wouldn't know where to begin..

------------------------------------------------

Chapter 4: Do You..
1. Dance in the shower?
kinda

2. Do you write on your hand?
once in awhile, when i get too bored stying..

3. Call people back?
yes..i do..

4. Believe in God?
yes

5. Any bad habits?
being lazy..

6. Any mental health issues?
all the time..:)

------------------------------------------------

Chapter 5: Have You..
1. Sprained body parts:
my neck:)

2. Had physical therapy?:
nah..

3. Gotten stitches? :
nahhhh

4. taken painkillers:
yup..

5. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling:
no..most likely wont..i have whale phobia:P

7. Sworn in front of your parents? :
do my best not to and still doing a good job:)

8. Had detention? :
nah..

------------------------------------------------

Chapter 6: Who/What was the last
1. Three people who texted you: phones up..so i duno..

2. Person you called: my borther.

3. Person you hugged: mom

4. Person you tackled?: none..

5. Person you talked to on MSN?: cousin

6. Thing you touched? :
lap top

7. Thing you ate? :
chicken rice

8. Thing you drank:
H2O

9. Thing you said:
what are you watching ma?

10. Friend you saw ytd(12am-12am):
erm..all of school friends except those who were absent..

Friendship Quotes



Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say.

If all my friends were to jump off a bridge I wouldn't jump with them I'd be at the bottom to catch them.


When times get rough you'll find out who your real friends are.


It's always good to make friends but while your at it be sure to keep the old ones... their the ones who will always be there for you.


Boyfriends are not always going to be there for you... your friends will be.

It's the friends you can call at 4 a.m. that matter.

How do you know you've found your best friend? When you are ready to talk to them about anything, even though they know everything about you already.

The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch with, never say a word, and walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you have ever had.


True friends are the people who are there for you unconditionally. They are the people who never question you and support you no matter what the circumstances are. They are the people worth living for.

I believe in angels... the kind that Heaven sends, I am with them everyday, I call them my best friends.

Because of you... I laugh a little harder, cry a little less, and smile a little more.


When the angels ask what I loved most about life, I'll say you.


Love is not who you can see yourself with. It is who you can't see yourself without.

Forever: now and until the end, you are, and always will be, my best friend. You're there through the tears, the pain, and joys, the good, the bad, and everything in-between.

A good friend would bail you out of jail, but your best friend would be the one sitting next to you saying "damn that was awesome".

A friend is somebody you want to be around when you feel like being by yourself.

For all the times I never said the things I should have, I thank you for all the times you understood.

I'm learning that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean that you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you move on and treasure the memories.


Even if we never talk again after tonight, please know that I am forever changed because of who you are and what you've meant to me.

A girl and a guy can be just friends, but at one point or another they will fall for each other... maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe forever.

Friends are Gods way of apologizing to us for our families.

A friend is someone who smiles when you smile, laughs when you laugh, but holds your hand when you cry.


When it seems like there's no one left to run to in this empty world you can come to me I'll be your shooting star. You can tell me your dreams I can't promise to make them come true, but I'll be there to pick up the pieces of your broken heart if your dreams happen to fall through.


Sometimes, someone says something really small and it just fits right into this empty place in your heart.

Each of us represents a star in Heaven. Sometimes we shine with the rest, sometimes we twinkle alone and sometimes, when we least expect it, we make someone else's dreams come true.

I will not drag you along. I will not leave you alone... I will stand by you and have my hand there for you to hold when you need to.


Some people make the world special just be being in it.

A friend is someone that knows everything about you and loves you anyway.

Friends are like the stars on cloudy nights, you can't always see them but they're always there.

I always knew looking back at the tears would make me laugh, but I never thought that looking back at the laughs would make me cry.

Keep the pictures they never change only the people in them do.


We do not remember days, we remember moments.


Your friends can always tell when you're with Mr. Wrong and will still love you when you don't listen until it's too late.


A friend is one who can see the truth and pain in you when you're fooling everyone else.

All you girls think you're tough... well all your shit ain't that rough. You think you know the deal... but it's me and my girls who keep it real.

True friends are the ones who are there to help you get revenge on the guy who just broke your heart.


My friends... I would lie for, cry for, take a bullet and straight up die for.

Someday we will look back on this, laugh nervously, and change the subject.

Mess with my friends, you mess with me. Hurt them and then you'll see. I'll make you're life hell because I'd give my life for them, and take yours as well.

Friends share all things.

Keep your friends close but keep your enemies closer.


Friends don't owe each other anything.


My friend is one... who takes me for what I am.


Never explain: your friends don't require it, and your enemies won't believe you anyway.

Friends don't let friends dress like hoochies.

People think it is a problem when they start to love their best friend, but your lover should be your best friend.

I feel like I am sitting in a room full of people that I love, and you know what, they just don't care that I love them. They don't care whether or not I live or die. To them I'm just another girl, just another stranger. To me, they are my best friends, the only people I have left.

"Trouble makers" always make the most loyal friends. They have nothing to hold on to but their friends.

So many laughs through the years, and a few stories I hope no one hears, I'll always be by your side, best friends forever till the day we die.

Good friends get mad if you wake them up when you call, a best friend asks what took you so long to call.

The people who really care won't hurt you, but if they do, you'll see it in their eyes, for they'll be hurting too.


You talk it, we live it, you start it, we end it. Your fuckin' right we did it.

The people you care about, you never really say goodbye too.


When all has been said and done, it's been real, and it's been fun.

A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.

I live for the nights I can't remember with the people I'll never forget.

You know someone's your friend when you have a big smile on your face and they still know something's wrong.

Man, you've got some fucked up friends, I'm telling ya.---Scarface

It's a curious thought, but it's only when you see people looking ridiculous that you realize just how much you love them.

If two past lovers remain friends they either are still in love or never were.

In the end we always return to the people that where there from the start.

I've been hurt I've been hurt so bad but for some reason when I am with my friends all that seems to go away.


You can discover more about a person in a hour of play then in a year of conversation.

Oh I get by with a little help from my friends. Mmm, I get high with a little help from my friends.

Maybe some people just aren't meant to stay in our lives forever, maybe some people are just passing through. It's like some people just come through our lives to bring us something, a lesson we need to learn, and that's why they are there.

True friendship starts the moment one person says to another "What? You too? I thought I was the only one!"

The things we hide, the tears we've cried - through odds and ends we've been best friends - even though time will pass - our memories will always last.

A good friend asks what you're thinking. A best friend is already telling you it's a bad idea.

You are terrified of being alone... and all the while your best friend is knocking outside.

Here's to the nights we felt alive... here's to the tears we knew we'd cry here's to the goodbyes... tomorrows gonna come to soon.

Your real friends aren't the ones you spend the most time with, but the ones you share the most memories with.


I don't remember how we all met, who liked whom first, or why we all get along. All I can remember is all of us together always.

Friends inspire you to become your best and still love you when you're at your worst.


Friendship mean taking the time out to help... when you have fifty thousand things to do.

It hurts to realize that them people you thought you'd love for life don't love you as much as you thought they did and can do without you as if they never knew you at all.

Friends pick us up when we fall down, and if they cannot pick us up, they lie down and listen for a while.


100 memories, 200 jokes, 300 great times, 400 secrets, 1 reason: best friends!

Don't stay cool because you never were, don't stay sweet because you'll always be a bitch, and don't change because it takes too long to find a new friend.

I can't help but sit here and think about all the stupid stuff we have done together. I wouldn't want to be stupid with anyone else.


You'll always be my best friend, you know too much!

Friends. A simple word isn't it? It's uttered everyday to almost every person imaginable. Who are your friends? I used to think that friends were the people that you could laugh and talk to. Now I know that friends aren't that, they're the people that touch your hearts. You could spend hours with them doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life, just because it was with them. They're the people you can share your secrets with, cry with, laugh with, and just have fun with. They don't judge you or make you change. They accept you exactly as you are. They look at you and they see a great person, one they love spending time with. You all share something in common and are tied together by memories, tears, laughs, and smiles. You're tied together by love for the other. Friendship is the strangest but greatest thin in the world. I find my time with my friends, the best times of my life. My friends are my heart, my soul, my fun, my laughter, tears, love and my life.

Special times, special places, special friends together. The moments pass so quickly but the memories last forever.

There will always be people you can't believe you were friends with, boys you can't believe you kissed, and people you can't believe you lived without... people change but if you're lucky a certain few will change you.

Throughout life you will meet one person who is unlike any other. This person is one you could forever talk to. They understand you in a way that no one else does or even could. This person is your soul mate, your best friend. Don’t ever let them go, for they’re your guardian angel sent from heaven above.

Ever notice that the people who hurt you the most are the ones you tend to love more.

Why is it we always fall for our best friends? Is it because we know we can trust them? Is it because we know them so well? Is it because of the way they know exactly what's going on in our heads? Or is it because they are there any day, anytime, anywhere without the promise of kisses, intimate touches or whispered sentiments of love? I think we love them because they are there when there is nothing in it for them except for that little glimmer of hope that maybe someday there will be.---Jeneveve87

When you are sad... I will get you drunk and help you plot revenge against the bastard who made you sad. When you are blue... I'll try to dislodge whatever is choking you. When you smile... I'll know you finally got some. When you are scared... I will tease you about it every chance I get. When you are worried... I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and anything else that comes to mind for you to quit whining. When you are confused... I will use little words to explain it to you - dumb ass. When you are sick... stay away from me until you're well again. I don't want what you've got. When you fall... I will try to keep from laughing. This is my oath I pledge till the end. Why you ask? Because you are me best friend.

I just wish I could roll back the clocks to when things were the same... then we were all just a bunch of crazy teenagers looking for a wild time. But now, thing aren't the same. Each of us have gone our different ways. We change, people change, things just change, and we aren't those crazy teenagers looking for a wild time anymore. We're teenagers looking for a person to love and a person to hug when we're in need.


All that stupid fun, all the shit we've done. Where'd the good times go?

Being a friend means mastering the art of timing. There is a time for silence. A time to let go and allow people to hurl themselves into their own destiny, and a time to pick up the pieces when it's all over.


Friends find the beautiful things in us an one else looks hard enough to find.


You've taught me that love can suck. That feelings can change, passion will fade, partners will come and go, but through it all, one thing remands sacred: Friendship.


Friends give you the worst news with the best of intentions.

Everybody will be your friend when you're doing the right things. Your true best friends will stick with you support you even when you're doing the wrong things.


Sometimes friends go through hell, the best thing you can do is take a seat and go through it with them.

I remember times I had. Some were happy, some were sad. Memories, me and my partners in crime. Throwing up a thousand times.

I no doubt deserved my enemies, but I don't believe I deserved my friends.


A friend can tell you things you don't want to tell yourself.

Some people say 'never kiss a friend because that friend will forever be lost' but what if the only person you are looking for is that friend you've never kissed.

As the years pass and we grow apart, I want you to know that you guys are in my heart. You helped me through problems, through things good and bad. You helped me keep smiling when I was sad. You helped me with guys. You made me stay strong. How will I live, when you guys are gone? And where the years take us, no place is too far. We will think of each other wherever we are. You're wonderful people with good hearts to lend, and I want you to know that you'll always be my best friends!

Your friends say they like your personality, others say your character, a lot say they like your style, but me? I like you just the way you are, no ifs, ands, or buts, just simply you.


The relationship between best friends in an understanding. You don't always have to be together, you just know you always can be together.

Good friends get drunk with you. Best friends hold your hair back when you've had a bit too much to drink.


I have no trouble with my enemies. I can take care of my enemies in a fight. But my friends, my goddamned friends, they're the ones who keep me walking the floor at night!

The moments may have ended but the memories last forever.

A shoulder to cry on, an ear to bend. Money to borrow, and clothes to lend. Friday night hangouts, afternoon walks. Midnight phone calls and private talks. Memories together that will never end, always and forever, you are my best friend.


Lets be lovers tonight, and go back to being best friends tomorrow.

I've learned that guys can make the best of friends... my best friend is a guy, and I can tell him anything and everything... oh except the fact that I'm absolutely crazy about him... that part always seems to stay out of our conversations.

When I look back now summer seemed to last forever and if I had the choice yeah I'd always want to be there those were the best days of my life.

In life God doesn't give you the people you want, instead He gives you the people you need. To teach you, to hurt you, to love you, and make you exactly the way you should be.

A friend helps you up when you fall. A best friend pisses himself laughing, calls you an asshole, helps you up, then trips you again.

I know you've been busy, I had things to do too. We haven't talked for some time, I wonder if everything's fine. I had other stuff on my mind, I'm sure you did too, but I just had to tell you this my friend... hey I miss you.

None of them were lost as long as I was there watching.


Friends make the bad times good... and the good times unforgettable.

I'd rather be your lover then your friend, but I'd rather be your friend then your nobody.

I would like to thank you, for showing me a part of myself that I have never seen. Yeah we were young and dumb, but it still was fun and I guess these things just tend to fall apart and I hope you feel the same.

We've gone our separate ways and I know its for the best, but sometimes I wonder, will I ever have friends like you again?

We're so close but I know I'm just a friend to you. A friend by your side teaching you everything you do. A friend who would never leave you for someone new. A friend who won't make you feel blue. Only your friend who just happened to fall for you.

It's hard to love someone who's in love with someone else, you have to ignore the pain and swallow your pride. Just to be a friend... but that's all worth it because sometimes friendship last longer than love.

Understand that friends come and go, but a precious few you should hold on to. The older you get, the more you need the people who knew you when you were young.

I'm going to stay with you because you need a friend, but that's all I'm going to be. No more sex, no more hands in places they shouldn't be, no more giving you my heart so you can stamp all over it.

I'm so happy, cause today I found my friends, they're in my head.---Kurt Cobain

I'd rather hang out with the losers that would sit and smoke a cigarette than the ones who wanted to throw a baseball.---Kurt Cobain

A good friend tries to pry info out of you about your love life. A best friend is able to black-mail you with it.


In life everything happens for a reason. People meet not by chance but by fate. In meeting however... who cares about reason? I'm just glad we did.


Friends are the reason why even at the saddest part of my life, I smile. Why even at my confusion, I understand. Why even at betrayal, I trust. Why even in fear of pain, I love.


In the rhythm of life, we sometimes find ourselves out of tune. But as long as there are friends to provide the melody, the music plays on. Thanks for being one of my songs.


Friends ask why you cry, best friends just know.

You lifted me up when I was down, you made me smile when I forgot how too, you were there for me in my times of need, and you were there when I needed nothing at all.

What if I never met you? Perhaps life would suck big time. But hey... snap back to reality! We met. We're friends! And because of that, life's worth living!


Friendship is just a word but my girls give it a whole different meaning!

Every time I fall, I bring you along, because I need you there.

I wish we'd grow old friends together. We would hang out and talk and maybe we could bring our grandchildren along, and when they ask us how long we've been friends, we'll smile and say "almost forever".

Our friendship is like a teeter-totter we might have a lot of ups and downs, but a least we know that we'll always have each other along for the ride.---Me

There's nothing as nice as someone who shares your laughter, your secrets, your wishes and cares, someone who's there through you good times and to catch all your tears.

Thanks for being the friend who's always believed in me, who's always understood, who's always accepted me, who's always cared.


I came to you today for help. I walked up, and without a word, you knew what I needed. A friend, a shoulder to cry on. No words were spoken and I've never felt better in my life.

The truth is no matter who broke your heart, or how long it takes for it to heal, you won't get through it without your friends.---Sex In The City

Sometimes I hope we're still friends when I get married. I hope that I'll invite you to the wedding and you'll come. Then you'll see me as the happiest girl in the world. You'll see me with a guy that treats me right and loves me more than himself. You'll see all that you could've had and you'll regret letting me go. But the thing that I want you to see the most is that I survived without you.

A true friend is a person who is there for you through think and thin. They don't judge you by the clothes you wear, or the size of your house. They love you no matter what. They are a shoulder to cry on, or a partner to laugh with. They stand by you in your times of need, and listen when you are excited. They know every little about you. They stand up for you when others don't.

In a friendship with a fat kid there are no teeter totters, there are only catapults.--- Bryan (my boyfriend)

Hilarious days and crazy nights. Talking about our boys and pillow fights. Through thick and thin and always true. Where would I be without you?

If you're upset, call me. I won't guarantee I'll make you laugh but I can cry with you. If you ever feel like you need to run away, call me. I won't guarantee I'll persuade you to stay but I can run with you. But, if one day you call and there's no answer... I might need you.

As time goes by, life has a way of rearranging itself. People enter your life, and inevitably, they leave as well. Things have a tendency to happen that can turn your world upside down. You'll come to realize eventually, that even though things are different, you are as well.

Let's face it... we've changed. We all changed. Somewhere between summer ending and school starting, we've gone in our own directions. Hearts were broken, friends diminished, new love started and new people came into our lives. We no longer spend all of our time in our circle of friends, we no longer talk for hours about nothing at all. We've changed -- some for the better, some for the worse. Some of us are finding love and others are trying to let go. Even though we've changed, we all know that even though we're all finding our own place in the world, that when we find out love, when we let go of a love, when the tears fall, or the happy smile spreads across our face... we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us and no matter what happens, nothing will ever change so much to the point that we'll never be friends forever.

You are my girlies. You're the only ones who I can sit in a room with and do nothing but laugh for hours.

It's just something that happens as you grow up.You realize its less important to have more friends and more important to have real ones.

The most beautiful discovery true friends can make is that they can grow seperatley without growing apart.

I've learned my best friend and I can do nothing or anything and have the best time.

Best friends hang tough. They don't come with fragile stickers, and aren't easily scared off... or ticked off. Best friends help you out whenever they can, make time for you even when they don't have any, and trust your friendship enough to say 'no'. Best friends are... cross-your-heart-and-hope-to-die, good-times-and-bad-times, borrow-anything, tell-you-everything, trust-you-with-their-deepest-darkest-secrets, always-and-forever-friends.

Often the most loving thing we can do when a friend is in pain is to share the pain - to be there even when we have nothing to offer except our presence and even when being there is painful to ourselves.

Your only as strong as the alcohol you drink the tables you dance on and the friends that hold you together.

A woman has a close male friend. This means that he is probably interested in her, which is why he hangs around so much. She sees him strictly as a friend. This always starts out with, you're a great guy, but I don't like you in that way. This is roughly the equivalent for the guy of going to a job interview and the company saying, You have a great resume, you have all the qualifications we are looking for, but we're not going to hire you. We will, however, use your resume as the basis for comparison for all other applicants. But, we're going to hire somebody who is far less qualified and is probably an alcoholic. And if he doesn't work out, we'll hire somebody else, but still not you. In fact, we will never hire you. But we will call you from time to time to complain about the person that we hired.

No matter how serious life gets you'll always have those people that you can act completely stupid with.

What do you do when you know your friend is about to make the biggest mistake of her life do you let her... And deal with the consequences... or intervene... For her to hate you f orever.
What if it could save her life... ?



I guess what I learned from all that is that real friends, the truest of friends, are really those who know all about me and like me anyway. They are the people who no matter how long it has been since I have talked to them or seen them, I can call them no matter the time of day and just pick up where we left off. Like no time has ever passed since our last conversation. People like that are the ones that you feel comfortable with, otherwise you wouldn't be able to do it. They're the people who are really there, no matter what.

When I feel as though I’m drifting away, that is when I close my eyes and find all my friends are all my enemies.

Somehow I knew we would be friends. We'd have our fights, our ups and downs... but when the big things came along, we could work any thing out. We'd fight over guys... then laugh it off, because we learned it wasn't worth it. We knew that our friendship would make it through anything. It feels like we've been friends forever, even though its only been a short time. But no matter what, you've always been there when I needed you the most, and I love you to death for it.


A true friend is a person who is there for you through thick and thin. They don't judge you by the clothes you wear, or the size of your house. They love you no matter what. They are a shoulder to cry on, or a partner to laugh with. They stand by you in your times of need, and listen when you are excited. They know every little thing about you. They stand up for you when others don't.

I don't count the number of friends I have, but the number of friends I can count on.


So she wasn't the friend you made her out to be. There are going to be tough times that you wish she was there to make everything feel alright. But the fact is, she's no longer your friend and it's not your fault. No matter how much you make yourself feel that's its all because of you, it wasn't. She wasn't the person you thought she was and you have to think, she could have hurt you a lot worse, But she didn't. She only made you a much stronger person.

Wanna see who your true friends are? Fuck up and see who stays by your side.

some super funny quotes i got online..enjoy:)

I ran in to my ex the other day put it in reverse, and hit him again!

If you're going to get in trouble for hitting someone, might as will hit them hard.

Friends are Gods way of apologizing to us for our families.

Sometimes we know we shouldn't and that's exactly why we do.

Don't piss me off, I'm running out of places to hide the bodies!

It's better to be pissed off then pissed on.

Always forgive you enemies. Nothing annoys them more.

Never put of till tomorrow what you can avoid doing entirely.

I'm an angel! Honest! The horns are just there to keep the halo up straight.

We are the people are parents warned us about.

No ones a virgin life screws us all.

Guys are like slinkees good for nothing but its funny when they fall down the stairs.

If life hands you lemons, throw them at people.

Everyone keeps telling me the right guy will come around, but I think mine got hit by a bus.

Unique is an understatement, I'm just messed up.

I told my dad I stopped raising hell and he called me a quitter!

Just because you aren't paranoid doesn't mean they aren't out to get you! ~It's worse when you think they are out to get you!

I don't suffer from insanity I am enjoying every minute of it.

My mother told me not to talk to strangers I don't talk to myself anymore.

Are there any guys out there who are just NORMAL?!

Hi. I am probably home. Im just avoiding someone I don't like. Leave me a message, and if I don't call you back, it's you.

Friends don't let friends dress like hoochies.

Rehab is for quitters.

1. Nothing is as easy as it looks. 2. Everything takes longer then you think. 3. If there is a possibility of several things going wrong, the one that will cause the most damage will be the one to go wrong.

Lifes a bitch, and then you die.

Lifes a bitch and then you marry one.

I smile because you've all finally drove me insane!

Kid, you tried your best, and you failed miserably. The lesson is, never try.

The hardest years in life are those between ten and seventy.

Proud mother of a delinquent child!

When life hands you lemons, bust out the tequilla and salt!

Smile it scares people.

I was playing poker the other night with Tarot cards. I got a full house and 4 people dead.

If payback is a bitch and revenge is sweet then I'm the sweetest bitch you will ever meet.

Of all the things I've lost, I miss my mind the most.

If you are what you eat, you're fast, cheap, and easy.

Always smile it makes people wonder what you're up to!

I'm smiling because they haven't found the body yet!

I live in my own little world, but it's okay, they all know me there!

If being sane is thinking there's something wrong with being different I'd rather be completely fucking mental.

Are we insane yet? Are we insane yet? How many times do I have to tell you YES!

Stop the world I wanna get off.

Death is God's way of saying you're fired. Suicide is humans way of saying you can't fire me, I quit.

Sorry can't talk now. Busy licking the thick white stuff off the top of a long hard thing! WHAT?! You pervert!! Im eating Vanilla ice cream off a cone! GEEEZ!!

Pissing off the system, one cop at a time.

Maybe this world is another planets hell.

Im not crazy Im a teen

Crying doesn't help anything, try your luck with violent mood swings.

Smile tomorrow will be worse.

I'm dark and mysterious and pissed off!

Just because you don't care, doesn't mean I don't understand.

When I'm right, no one remembers, when I'm wrong, no one forgets.

I'm sorry, I'm accidentally hitting a guy in a crosswalk sorry.

Were are you going? "Slowly insane".

Sometimes I lay awake at night and wonder 'Just where did I go wrong?' That a voice comes to me and says, 'this is going to take more then one night'.

Embrace the freak that you are!!

The difference between genius and stupidity is that genius has it's limits.

The problem is not the problem, the problem is your attitude about the problem.

Just because I can kill, doesn't mean I can't love.

Be weird whenever you have the chance!

When you are involved in an accident and someone ask's "are you alright?" say back "Yes fine thanks, I'll just pick up my limps and be off".

People think I'm crazy, but actually I'm just bored.

Evil is just live spelt backwards.

It's tough being a teenager. Half the adults are telling you to find yourself and the other half are telling you to get lost.

I don't care what you think of me... it couldn't be half as bad as what I think of you.

I dance to my own band, it doesn't matter if they're a little out of tune.

We never really grow up. We just learn how to act in public.

Driving is fun. Did you ever run over a guy? And then you panic? So you back up and run over him again? You ever notice the second crunch is not as loud as the first? I think it's because the guy already has tread marks on him. But there he is, lying right in front of your car. Might as well run over him again. What're you gonna do this time, drive around him?

I think highways should have a beer lane.

I wouldn't be surprised if I was voted most likely to kill everyone at a high school dance.--- Kurt Cobain

I'm so happy, cause today I found my friends, they're in my head.---Kurt Cobain

I used to be schizophrenic, but we're OK now?...

QUIET! I can't hear you & all the voices in my head at the same time!

Only good girls go to heaven... I wasn't invited.

We all go a little mad sometimes. Haven't you?

Remember: Amateurs built the Ark. Professionals built the Titanic.

God, please save me from your followers!

We're all quite mad here. Ha... ha ha ha ha ha! You may have noticed that I'm not all there myself.

Reality is for people who lack imagination.

I don't have issues; I have happiness.

Reality has exiled me; I am no longer bound by it's laws.

In a friendship with a fat kid there are no teeter totters, there are only catapults.--- Bryan

The United States is putting together a Constitution now for Iraq. Why don't we just give them ours? It's served us well for 200 years, and we don't appear to be using it anymore, so what the hell. - Jay Leno

Thank you for Not Smoking. Cigarette smoke is the residue of your pleasure. It contaminates the air, pollutes my hair and clothes, not to mention my lungs. This takes place without my consent. I have a pleasure, also. I like a beer now and then. The residue of my pleasure is urine. Would you be annoyed if I stood on a chair and pissed on your head and your clothes without your consent?

You know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy, the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese, the Swiss hold the America's Cup, France is accusing the U.S. of arrogance, Germany doesn't want to go to war, and the three most powerful men in America are named 'Bush', 'Dick', and 'Colon.' Need I say more? --- Chris Rock

The knife just slipped. Sixty-seven times. - Daria

My hormones don't rage. Oh sure, they get mad sometimes, but then they just stop speaking to each other. - Daria

I don't smoke pot? But I sometimes hang around people who do. They always have great snack ideas, and if you are low on cash, it is a good group to hang out with for a free meal. If all of your friends are stoned, just start talking about cheese pizza, or graham crackers with peanut butter. You'll be well on your way to snack heaven in no time at all! Don't forget, they all love dessert as well! - Jaret

I didn't commit a crime what I did was fail to comply with the law.

Never knock on Death's door: ring the bell and run away! Death really hates that!

According to my parents, I'm a potential serial killer.

There is a very fine line between 'hobby' and ‘mental illness'. ---Dave Barry

I understand that Scissors can beat Paper, and I get how Rock can beat Scissors, but there's no fucking way Paper can beat Rock. Paper is supposed to magically wrap around Rock leaving it immobile? Why the hell can't paper do this to scissors? Screw scissors, why can't paper do this to people? Why aren't sheets of college ruled notebook paper constantly suffocating student as they attempt to take notes in class? I'll tell you why, because paper can't beat anybody, a rock would tear that shit up in 2 seconds. When I play rock/ paper/ scissors, I always choose rock. Then when somebody claims to have beaten me with their paper I can punch them in the face with my already clenched fist and say, oh shit, I'm sorry, I thought paper would protect you, you asshole.

Now they show you how detergents take out bloodstains, a pretty violent image there. I think if you've got a T-shirt with a bloodstain all over it, maybe laundry isn't your biggest problem. Maybe you should get rid of the body before you do the wash. ---Jerry Seinfeld.

Strangers have the best candy.

There are 2 types of pedestrians, the quick and the dead.

Low riders are for little boys who can't get it up.

ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.

TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.

THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.

FOUR. When you say, 'I love you,' mean it.

FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye..

SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.

SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.

EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much.

NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.

TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.

ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.

TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.

THIRTEEN! .. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?'

FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

FIFTEEN. Say 'bless you' when you hear someone sneeze.

SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.

SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.

EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone.. The caller will hear it in your voice.

TWENTY- ONE.. Spend some time alone.

We had the orientation for the probationary prefects today..had a fantastic time..and it hit me that the next few months will be my last few months as a prefect..the memories:)..i soooo love the Board..i met my greatest friends there!
anyhooo, i got a haircut!! its not extremely short, let's just say it hasn't been this short since form 5..haha..

toodles!

hulo!
So yes..it was a very interesting day yesterday, it was a scary but definetely an awakening experience for me..and wow! STPM is around in 3 months!!wooooo..fast!

oh yes, i have removed my chatbox for specific reasons..i have nothing much to say actually, and to that person who wrote some "stuff" at my chatbox, i'm not angry, nor am i gonna curse you, just remember that what goes around comes around..i rest my case..:)

This post was suppose to be for saturday..hehe

I realise that it's nice to be quite..to have your alone time/ me time, whatever you like to call it.It's peaceful..I come to realise a lot of things when i'm quite. Some makes sense, some just never will..

As i have mentioned in the previous post, this week has been an emotionally draining week..lot's of things goin on, lots of things i wish i knew the answer to, an overdose of completely irrational thoughts, the need to feel all miserable..i tend to do that..i tend to let my emotions control me..a few of my closest buddies told me that-"don't let ur emotions control u shob..it's not gonna do you any good"-sometimes i just have to take my time to understand that it wont do any good..its not like im gonna do anything stupid-i'm too much of a chicken and i don't see the point-its stupid

As humans, we are selfish..i'm not lying..even one of the adults i'm close to say that..i'm not talking about being materialistically selfish..i'm talking about deeper issues..i hope i'm making sense..

I super super super love rainy days..just love em!love em!love em!..rainy days makes me go lalalala!!!

it definetely brighten my day yesterday..there's just something in rainy days which make me feel so so happy..like nothing can ever bring me down..like there's hope u know..that things will get better..like things are not so bad..like nothing's wrong..at just for that few hours, i forget all the things that was bugging me..

ah well..i sure

hope i can expect more rainy days..

anyways, i know no matter how bad things may seem, there's always happiness,wether to create ot or search it is entirely my choice, and there's a gleam of shining ray of hope..that i my loved ones who will always be there for me, no matter what..and i just have to keep believing in myself..

toodles!

hello..its been long since I've updated..I have my reasons..
its been an emotionally tiring few days for me..so much of things goin on which I know are not important in the long run but well..i can't seem to not "think" about.
i space out when things like this happen..i don't wanna go into details, but the way my friends worry about me..well..worries me..
its takes me some time to realise that somethings are just not worth thinking about, especially not now with exams in like 4 months..very the ma fan..
you know that feeling, when everything seem to be out of control..and all you want is to be sad and miserable and @#$%..u get the picture la..
i'm feeling slightly better after spending lunch time with Jiv and Fitri..
its just that..i suppose..everyone goes through this emoing phase..where ur just not at the peak of ur energy..
yeah..so..im sorry if i've been a bitch for this past two days..dont mean it..
and yes..regarding my blog title..
i have been studying genetics..so aneuploidy is a form of genetic mutation, mendel's hypothesis..well.. Gregor Mendel is one of the reasons were studying genetics at the first place..basically he was a monk..so what happen was he was so very free that he planted pea(no joke) and then became interested in producing hybrid peas and well..the rest is history....so u get the idea eh? and yes, antidepressant is something i need at the moment..haha..

nytes

this post is soo random..

i have. . . (point for each one)

1. smoked.
2. consumed alcohol.
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
5. kissed someone of the same sex.
6. had sex.
7. had someone in your room other than family.
8. watched porn.
9. bought porn.
10. tried drugs.

MY TOTAL: 6

1. taken painkillers.
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.
4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house.
6. done something illegal.
7. felt hurt.
8. hurt someone.
9. wished someone to die.
10. seen someone die.

MY TOTAL: 6

1. missed curfew.
2. stayed out all night.
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. been to a therapist.
7. received a ticket.
5. been to rehab
6. dyed your hair.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar

MY TOTAL: 5

1. been to a wild party.
2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.
3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything
6. wore black nail polish
7. wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.
9. listened to rap.
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.

MY TOTAL: 2

1. dressed gothic
2. dressed girly.
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.
5. stole something.
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
7. blacked out.
8. fainted.
9. had a crush on a neighbour.

MY TOTAL: 2

1. had a crush on a friend.
2. been to a concert.
3. dry-humped someone.
4. been called a slut.
5. called someone a slut.
6. installed speakers in your car.
7. broken a mirror.
8. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
9. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.

MY TOTAL: 3

1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. cruised the mall.
4. skipped school.
5. had surgery.
6. had an injury.
7. gone to court.
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
9. caught something on fire.
10. lied about your age.

MY TOTAL: 6

1. owned/rented an apartment/house.
2. broke the law in the police's presence.
3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf
4. got in trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger.
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
9. been harassed.
10.been verbally harassed.

MY TOTAL: 2

1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.
5. been to a fair.
6. been called a bad influence.
7. drink and drive.
8. prank-called someone.
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.

MY TOTAL: 6

Grand Total: 38

If You Have Less Than 10.. write [im a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [im still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [im average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [im a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [im a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [im a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [i should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [i should be dead]

Helloooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so yeah, MHS had its carnival thingy which included Cultural night on Saturday.Cultural night where each uniform body has to perform la..The scouts were first with their sketch and Rangers came in 2nd with their dance performance..pictures and videos attached:)

toodles!

Im in utter shock and disbelieve that the 'King of Pop' has died. This morning, when I was having my breakfast, my parents were watching CNN and it was then I knew. I cant seem to comprehend the fact that he is gone. I'm sure i'm not the only one feeling this way. My mum was telling me about the first time she heard jackson singing and saying how his siblings paled in comparison to his magnificient vocals. I will be blogging about the legend again, a proper one. i just cant seem to do so now.
Haihz..this whole week has been very..errmm..sleepy?
It was long and just so so tiring with constant reminders from my mum that trials is in like 2 months. i appreciate her concern, but i hate constant reminders especially when its told in a rather frightening tone. Guess i better not complain. Also, i addition to my already fragile state, im feeling very inhuman(Blame the twilight series)..not in the inhuman, inhuman way. In the, i cant seem to feel anything inhuman way..make sense?
Right now honestly, i dont care. im feeling so confused and there are alot of things on my mind but i cant seem to put them to words. I always talk if i feel this way. this time, i don't feel like it. everyone seem busy and i seriously dont wanna dampen anyones mood. Its complicated or im making it complicated. i think I'm leaning towards the latter. I tend to do that. When i'm faced with a predicament, i will think about it continuously to a point it drives me crazy. and then i cry. But now i just dont or rather i Just cant cry. Im not controlling or anything, i just cant.
Wether its good or bad, it remains a question. I think im just tired. Well, atleast i look forward to school 2mr. being with friends make me feel better. Hopefully the cultural night will not be a dissapointment.
Bye.

God took the strength of a mountain,
The majesty of a tree,
The warmth of a summer sun,
The calm of a quiet sea,
The generous soul of nature,
The comforting arm of night,
The wisdom of the ages,
The power of the eagle's flight,
The joy of a morning in spring,
The faith of a mustard seed,
The patience of eternity,
The depth of a family need,
Then God combined these qualities,
When there was nothing more to add,
He knew His masterpiece was complete,
And so,

He called it ... Dad

Happy Father's Day Pa, We kids love you!

There goes my sweet sweet holidays..i'm gonna miss waking up late and going online for excessive hours:(
So this end of holidays marks another 5 more months to STPM..i dont think i will be going online that often anymore, so very little updates on me blog i suppose..bleh..i'm scared shitless thinking bout getting back papers but what is done is done i suppose..Lets leave that aside(nanti i Emo)

This is one of the cleverest E-mails I've received in a while.
Someone out there either has too much spare time or is deadly at Scrabble.
(Wait till you see the last one)!


DORMITORY:
When you rearrange the letters:
DIRTY ROOM





PRESBYTERIAN:
When you rearrange the letters:
BEST IN PRAYER





ASTRONOMER:
When you rearrange the letters:
MOON STARER





DESPERATION: When you rearrange the letters:
A ROPE ENDS IT





THE EYES: !
When you rearrange the letters:
THEY SEE





GEORGE BUSH:
When you rearrange the letters:
HE BUGS GORE





THE MORSE CODE:
When you rearrange the letters:
HERE COME DOTS





SLOT MACHINES:
When you rearrange the letters:
CASH LOST IN ME





ANIMOSITY:
When you rearrange the letters:
IS NO AMITY





ELECTION RESULTS:
When you rearrange the letters:
LIES - LET'S RECOUNT





SNOOZE ALARMS:
When you rearrange the letters:
ALAS! NO MORE Z 'S





A DECIMAL POINT:
When you rearrange the letters:
IM A DOT IN PLACE





THE EARTHQUAKES:
When you rearrange the letters:
THAT QUEER SHAKE





ELEVEN PLUS TWO:
When you rearrange the letters:
TWELVE PLUS ONE






AND FOR THE GRAND FINALE:

MOTHER-IN-LAW:
When you rearrange the letters:
WOMAN HITLER

Yep! Someone with waaaaaaaaaaay
too much time on their hands! (Probably a son-in-law or a daughter-in-law)

~toodles~

I finally got the chance to watch Juno yesterday(thanks to Seo) and I must admit that I enjoyed every bit of it. For starters, it isn't like any other teen pregnancy movie,where the teen gets banged(this is the part they conveniently forget to wear a condom), gets preggie, the baby's father dumps the girl, the girl's parents dumps her out of the house and she finds a new love along the way and gives birth to the kid, wanting to bring it up all by herself. No, none of that bullshit. I'm not condemning that kinda movies, it just seem very illogical to me. so yea, Juno is different. For those of you who haven't watched it, do yourself a favour and get the dvd or download it. Besides that, I love the songs being played in the movie.Listen to the lyrics as you watch the movie:) Nuff said, i shall insert the plot here in my blog extracted from a little online magic known as wikipedia:)



Plot:
Sixteen-year-old Minnesotan high-schooler Juno MacGuff (Ellen Page) discovers she is pregnant with a child fathered by her friend and longtime admirer, Paulie Bleeker (Michael Cera). While at first she intends to have an abortion, she changes her mind and decides to make a plan for the child's adoption. With the help of her friend Leah (Olivia Thirlby), Juno searches the ads in the Pennysaver and finds a couple she feels will provide a suitable home. Along with her father, Mac (J. K. Simmons), Juno meets the couple, Mark and Vanessa Loring (Jason Bateman and Jennifer Garner), in their expensive home and expresses a desire for a closed adoption.



Vanessa is extremely anxious around Juno and their initial interactions are uneasy. However, Juno and Leah happen to see Vanessa in a shopping mall being completely at ease with a child, and Juno encourages Vanessa to talk to her baby in the womb, where it obligingly kicks for her. On the other hand, Juno more easily forms a friendship with Mark, with whom she shares tastes in punk rock and horror films. Mark, who has set aside his rock band youth (now confined to memorabilia displayed in the one room of the house allowed him by Vanessa), works at home composing commercial jingles. Juno hangs out with Mark a few times, ignoring a warning from her stepmother Bren (Allison Janney) that she should not spend time alone with a married man.



As the pregnancy progresses, Juno struggles with the emotions she feels for her baby's father, Paulie, who is clearly—although passively—in love with Juno. Juno maintains an outwardly indifferent attitude toward Paulie, but when she learns he has asked another girl to the prom, she is hurt and angrily confronts him. Paulie reminds Juno that it is at her request they remain distant and tells her that she broke his heart. He also suggests that she has feelings for him she is unable to admit.

Not long before her baby is due, Juno is again visiting with Mark when their interaction becomes strongly emotional. Mark then tells her that he will be leaving Vanessa. Vanessa arrives home, and, to her shock, Mark tells her he does not feel ready to be a father and that there are still things he wants to do first—dreams Vanessa does not share. Juno watches the Loring marriage fall apart, then drives away and cries by the side of the road before coming to a decision. Returning to the Lorings' home, she leaves a note and disappears before they answer the door.

After a heartfelt discussion with Mac, Juno accepts that she loves Paulie. Juno then tells Paulie that she loves him, and Paulie's actions make it clear that her feelings are reciprocated. At his track meet, when Paulie notices Juno is not in the stands and realizes she must be in labor, he rushes to the hospital to be with her (she had not told him because she did not want him to miss the meet). He arrives to find Juno has given birth to their son, and comforts Juno as she cries. Vanessa comes to the hospital where she joyfully claims the newborn boy as a single adoptive mother. On the wall in the baby's new nursery, Vanessa has framed Juno's note—addressed only to her—which reads "Vanessa: If you're still in, I'm still in. —Juno." The film ends in the summertime with Juno and Paulie playing guitar and singing together, followed by a kiss.




And i soooo sooo love the Theme songs which was originaly sang by the Moldy Peaches..here's the video+lyrics





Artist: Juno Lyrics
Album: The Moldy Peaches Lyrics
Title: Anyone Else But You Lyrics
You're a part time lover and a full time friend
The monkey on you're back is the latest trend
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of a train
I kiss you all starry eyed, my body's swinging from side to side
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Here is the church and here is the steeple
We sure are cute for two ugly people
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

The pebbles forgive me, the trees forgive me
So why can't, you forgive me?
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

I will find my nitch in your car
With my mp3 DVD rumple-packed guitar
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu du

Up up down down left right left right B A start
Just because we use cheats doesn't mean we're not smart
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

You are always trying to keep it real
I'm in love with how you feel
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

We both have shiny happy fits of rage
You want more fans, I want more stage
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Don Quixote was a steel driving man
My name is Adam I'm your biggest fan
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Squinched up your face and did a dance
You shook a little turd out of the bottom of your pants
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu du

~toodles~