Its a Sunday. Not a very sunny one though. I've been feeling very off colour for the weekend. Mum called me out for a movie but i just wasnt in a mood to go(sorry ma). Maybe tomorrow i will go out with her or something. Its not that i dont wanna spend time with her, its just that, im not in the mood to get ready, get in the car, go get the tickets..argghhhhhhhh...I have been emoing since Friday, taking stupid facebook quizzez and being online for long long hours. Tho i have been reading just as much, something which i have not done in a very long time. Got my hands on Vikram Seth's 'An Equal Music'. So far so good. Spoke to Nila, poor girl is sick. i suppose evryone is feeling in one way or another, well negative i suppose? On the other hand, poor Nick's car got scratched(sorry Nick). Dont worry Nick, what goes around comes around. I seriously have no words to describe such acts..If you are so tempted to scratch something, go scratch ur own car la or anything else for that matter, why wanna bug other people's life?

I slept at 5 yesterday. Simple reason: i couldn't sleep >( woke up at 9 something, lazed on the bed, wondering bout lots of things till 10.30. Showered, then had brunch. Mum almost dragged me to Carrefour to buy chicken. I managed to talk her out of it. I really takde mood today. All i feel like doing is listening music ,online, read and maybe a lil bit of tv and a call or 2. That's all for now.

toodles.

yours truly,

shobie

you know sometimes i wish i could go back to being a child.its nicer to live life that way. The only worry we had was what time we could go out and play. As a child, i was the kind who always wanted to know what's it like growing up, as in what will i be, what will i be doing? Il be 19 this year and i still wonder about that. i guess we all do. im feeling emotionally down. i need some medium to express it without really expressing it. Am i making any sense? Honestly, i dont care really. Sometimes i do wonder what is my purpose being here. Am i just here because im here?Does my presence serve any purpose?
Life as a 5 year old was simple. we were all innocent then. then adoloscense and adulthood hits us all and we change. yes we change. whether its for the better or not, i still wonder. as much as i hate to admit it, one of the things im always afraid of is to hurt the feelings of the people i love. i dont know why im saying all this, but i am. i miss my grandfather. i may have only spend the first 5 years of my life with him, but i still remember him very well. i still remember the times he goes for his morning walks, then on his way back, he will buy me porridge. i remember all those times i saton his lap. i remember the time we had lunch together. and hen again, we had a family dinner and he wore a grey shirt. i still remember his magnifying glass, his pin-striped pyjama pants, his walking stick and of course, his laughter.i miss you mutacha, how i wish we could have spent more time with you. how i wish you could have seen me growing up. but im sure u can now right?
sometimes, we may feel that we do so much, but yet..sigh..i dunno, words fail me..one things for sure, i know i've got my loved ones.
on a lighter note, holidays starting 2mr.
bye.

i have one more paper to go..PA that is..and i for some reason dont care about it..i realised that i know nothing bout it at all!
but i still am not sudying..2 weeks..or is that more?worth of mugging is driving me crazy..im looking forward for lunch at subaraku on friday:)

toodles

Hello Jelo Milo...

i went to the gurdwara yesterday..it was good..had a good lunch,but it was super duper packed and not to mention swelteringly hot!!!

nevertheless..it was good..met Rash and Steph..then beli lots of indian sweets(enough to get you diabetic in a day):):):)

oh yes..got all dressed in indian traditional costume..lol:) i have pictures attached..i have got maths paper 2 2mr..eeeeeee>(..i wanna get this over with and then a big long 2 week break!!!

yay!!

aite..gotta get to mugging again!!

just before leaving..lol..

Mumsie and I